I'M SORRY MY KISIAO FAMILY. x[.
Wednesday, 20 June 2007
i hate myself.
i get pissed off at every little thing.
i don't know why.
& the kisiao family gathering is unorganised.
fine.
blame me for all you want.
because i really don't know you all la.
for sitian & me,
it's anything.
but the boys are like don't know.
i am really heartbroken when they blame me.
i cried okay.
i know,
i'm stupid.
1 complain that 12pm is too early.
then say 4pm - 8pm too late.
so he said very troublesome,
& he doesn't want to go.
so i fought with him just now.
i really don't want to fight with him please.
but he's still meeting us.
2 says he got training tomorrow so he will meet us later.
so this is no problem.
3 says he has no money,
& he has to leave at 3.30pm.
& suggested to eat at tampines mall.
4 couldn't go at first.
then after that,
he could.
he complained that tampines is boring,
too near.
what the hell la.
so what now?
all blame me.
my fault.
fine.
i'm a disorganised organiser.
but what am i suppose to organiser when you all are like that. x[.
& i guess,
i'm going to get alot of scoldings from them when i meet them.
why can't we have a nice full family gathering?
i want to marina or vivo city.
that's my plan.
go there to walk-walk,
& spend money.
[/EDIT]
EVERYTHING IS FINE. (:
DIDN'T GO VIVO CITY BUT IT WAS OKAY.
EXCEPT MY RETARDED FACE. -.-.
" today is a winding road thats takingme to places that ididnt want to go. "
