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FUCK

Tuesday, 31 July 2007

can everything just stop?

i want everything to stop.

i can't take it anymore.

i don't want to act anymore.

putting up a strong face to hide the truth,

it's not fun.

it's tiring.

very tiring.

who the fuck can understand me?

no one.

fucking no one.

now all i do when i get home is sleep sleep sleep.

that's what i do to escape from everything.

from the fucking day i had.

i am tired.

i'm very tired.

i want to fall down this instant.

i want to leave the world.

isn't it a better world without fucking me?

" today is a winding road thats takingme to places that ididnt want to go. "

retarded.

Monday, 30 July 2007

yesterday night dinner was maggie mee.
but the rest of my family had roast chicken sandwhich.
i like to eat alot.
my dad did fushion food.
photos are below.
you might want to click the enlarge.

school was retarded.
went to school quite earlier.
i didn't get to see my fated guy.
sad.
then went to parade ground.
started tearing again.
what the fuck.
it happens when you have fever.
oh yes,
i do have.

had maths early in the morning.
oh so fucking boring.
i don't understand anything i swear.
so spent my time daydreaming & talking.
then had two periods of geography.
wahlau.
cannot stand.
had to copy so many things.
head soooo pain!
then watch video,
but i spent my time recopying my notes. x[.

recess was not fun.
because no 2e4!
no 2e4 means no fun.
so maria went to buy styrofoam container or something,
then we went up.
no food,
no drinks.
perfect.
circled around 2e4 alot of times.
they were having their test.
so once again,
not fun. x[.

had d&t.
was super nice.
most of us were studying for the science & it was super peaceful for studying.
once,
i got hooked up in studying.
then did practical.
but mostly,
the teacher help us,
me & kristin just glue it. :D.

ACE was so slack.
had to do survery or something.
don't know call what.
maria & i got the same results.
B - QUALITY TIME.
yupps,
so that's why we like to go quiet places & slack. ;DDD.

had science test.
so damn bloody hard.
because i didn't really study.
i left my notes in class over the weekend.
boo~!
so finished early.
vandalise my hand.

after school was stupid.
accidentally met benson, zhenbang & kohlean they all.
so walked behind them.
actually wanted to go eat with them,
but maria & i bought pasar malam.
then when we walked behind to follow them,
the others came.
so we don't like so never went to eat.
bought food & went to the bedok skate park to slack.
was fun watching the little boys run. :D.
it was nice & peaceful.
then went home.

" today is a winding road thats takingme to places that ididnt want to go. "

SHUAI GE TO THE RESCUE

Sunday, 29 July 2007

woke up at 10am today.
my dad said to me, "eh, it's snowing outside."
& i went, "huh?"
& he replied, "because you woke up earlier." -.-.
nevermine.
so ate my breakfast - chicken pie. :D.
then used computer.
then eat biscuit.
my favourite. ;DD.

afternoon went out.
went opposite for lunch.
ate fried bee hoon.
was suppose to see edmund there,
but there were four boys,
& i don't know who.
& when they walk pass,
i actually avoided them,
so my result of seeing him is zero.
but i saw mark tan.
of course he didn't see me.

then went to holland village.
my dad went to look for pants.
my mum ask me if i want a skirt or a shorts.
i rejected.
i am not in need for new one.
then went walk walk.

went back to bedok interchange.
walk around the pasar malam.
then suddenly,
we heard this, BOOM.
car accident.
so chiong & kaypo.
& the first thing i said was, OH FUCK.
my parents didn't scold me.
the van overturned can.
then a few sheng siong shuai ge went to help. <3.
so took photos of the accident.
then went to sheng siong.
buy stuff then went home.