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EMO BITCH

Wednesday, 8 August 2007

& happy birthday dingwei!

left house damn early today can.
my dad send my brother to school,
then waited for maria at my brother school there.
she is damn late.
my dad was angry can.
& the M1 is not working.
she can't receive sms.
then she called me & we decided to meet at bedok library there.

my dad sent us to pasir ris park there.
carpark c.
it's a nice place can.
i love it. :D.
the green field is fantastic.
i want to bring a nikon there,
but don't have.

maria & i didn't run.
she got heart problems,
& i have eczema.
damn itchy if i run so cannot run.
so sat there while the others run.
went to toilet to kill time.
walked around.

we were waiting for the 2e4 boys to come back.
we wanted to see if the grass were still on someone back.
but they took so long can.
some of the secondary 3 boys already came back & they were still not back.
i think they walked for the whole thing.
took so damn long.
in the end,
the grass weren't there.

went to sat somewhere with maria, naufal, ryan, amir & yun.
was rather fun.
played with grass.
throw things here & there.
paste tattoo on ryan & maria.
damn fucking funny.
then went back to assemble.
had the prize giving.
we were burning hot.

took attendence then we were dismissed! (:
walked all the way back to pasir ris mrt.
went to white sands to walk with maria, juoyan, naufal & amir.
walk here & there.
don't know what to eat.
in the end,
maria & i bought 1901 hotdogs.
it cost me $4.90.
so i'm left with 10 cents.
sat at the corner to eat our mash potatoes.
the boys waited for us.
so kind.

took mrt with them.
the boys were retarded.
gaying in the mrt.
alighted at bedok with maria & juoyan.
walked to the interchange & saw taitiang.
he was sitting at the steps there.
said hello & he didn't say back.
blehhs.

i like bus rides home alone.
it made me think about stuffs.
cried in the bus.
i just can't forget how sad i am.

i'm an emo bitch.
that's what zhenbang call me but nevermine.

i want to see my hand bleed.

i want to run far far away.

unloved ;

lonely ;

unwanted ;

call me horny ;

call me bitch ;

i don't fucking care anymore .

i just want to die away.