happiness is what i give.
Friday, 10 August 2007
sad ; depressed
goodbye sad & hello happy.
yes yes yes,
i'm happy again.
i'm not unloved ; unwanted.
i'm loved ; wanted by so many people.
finally realised it when yesterday,
abigail & sitian & i were squeezing through the crowd,
i wasn't good at squeezing & kept lagging behind.
so they held my hand like i'm their daughter.
;DDD.
& then,
people started talking to me nicely. :D.
sometimes,
they don't talk to you because they are busy.
i understand that now.
& after some thinking,
i had thought:
i was born on this world to bring people together,
to find their happiness.
i will never ever find mine though,
but as long as i make people happy,
i'm happy! (:
& this is true.
i kept helping sooo many people.
but,
so what if i still can't find my happiness yet?
i'm still young.
i still have a long long way to go.
nothing is too late,
& everything takes time.
just sit patiently & wait.
& i'm not flirting alright.
because what's the reason for that?
you end up falling deeper into trouble.
& since i'm young,
& being young is to enjoy life without troubles,
i'm not going to do anything assholes will do.
" today is a winding road thats takingme to places that ididnt want to go. "
