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2007-08-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

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2007-08-11T19:50:00.000+08:00

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happiness is what i give.

2007-08-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

~~sad ; depressed~~

goodbye sad & hello happy.

yes yes yes,

i'm happy again.

i'm not unloved ; unwanted.

i'm loved ; wanted by so many people.

finally realised it when yesterday,

abigail & sitian & i were squeezing through the crowd,

i wasn't good at squeezing & kept lagging behind.

so they held my hand like i'm their daughter.

;DDD.

& then,

people started talking to me nicely. :D.

sometimes,

they don't talk to you because they are busy.

i understand that now.

& after some thinking,

i had thought:

i was born on this world to bring people together,

to find their happiness.

i will never ever find mine though,

but as long as i make people happy,

i'm happy! (:

& this is true.

i kept helping sooo many people.

but,

so what if i still can't find my happiness yet?

i'm still young.

i still have a long long way to go.

nothing is too late,

& everything takes time.

just sit patiently & wait.

& i'm not flirting alright.

because what's the reason for that?

you end up falling deeper into trouble.

& since i'm young,

& being young is to enjoy life without troubles,

i'm not going to do anything assholes will do.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

2007-08-09T10:32:00.000+08:00

happy birthday singapore! (:

met sitian at tampines at 12pm.

so long didn't see her.

okay maybe not that long.

wanted to buy clothes but in the end,

went to watch movie.

went to century square to buy tickets for secret.

1.30pm show.

then went down to the food court to eat.

the food was okay.

after food,

there's still time so went to metro,

yellow,

& other shops to look for clothes & vcds.

everywhere have sale but didn't buy.

i want to go malaysia & buy.

cheaper. :D.

secret was damn nice can.

jaychou so shuai!

the girl so chio.

the movie was fantastic.

the ending was beautiful.

it's also very funny & retarded.

shall keep the ending a secret.

go watch the movie yourself.

sitian & i were holding our pee.

chiong to the toilet after movie.

went to cheers to buy chocolates & lays.

went up to the flatform to wait for abigail.

ate chocolate! (:

then abigail came at 4pm.

she is damn chio & sexy can.

was shocked & sitian & i kept laughing.

chio bu~!

took mrt to city hall.

talked about old classmates.

reached city hall & it was so damn crowded can.

walked a long long way to esplanade outside.

alot of people can!

walked around looking for food.

in the end don't have so went into the building.

then wanted to go marina square.

kept walking everywhere to find the exit.

leg so damn pain.

i was taking photo for sitian & abigail when i saw:

clarence & zhengyu.

what the fuck can.

out of so many people.

then later,

i saw benjamin & yingzhao?

clarence asked why i took photo of his back so loud.

make me paiseh.

sitian & abigail then called me stalker!

i'm not~!

2 hours later,

we were in marina square.

ate at kfc.

super crowded.

abigail bought a big big drink can.

shui tong~!

went to the toilet after food,

& we became to walk again.

couldn't find the exit out.

can't get into esplanade.

so tried alot of place.

in the end at 7.45pm,

went to padang.

there's a big screen tv there.

watched national day parade there.

abigail sat on my leg.

oh i'm so kind. -.-.

then there was fireworks! :DDD.

super nice.

chiong to mrt after that.

alot of people.

queued up with abigail & sitian to buy the card.

alot of indians.

then this guy ask abigail to buy ticket for him,

but he paid.

the guy very kind.

squeeze into the mrt can.

almost died.

alighted at tampines with abigail & sitian.

bought bubble tea at sweet talk.

accompained abigail to change into jacket.

she took out her red t-shirt.

super sexy.

took bus 65 home.

bought dinner for my family.

me & sitian.
i am fat.
yes.

in the cinema.

sitian & my leg.
same shoe.

stupid women spoil the photo.

reflection of abigial, me & sitian.
i know i'm super fat.

they so sexy & chio.

after taking this for them,
i saw clarence & zhengyu.

before food.
super duper tired.

abigail face cannot fit.
my hand not that long.

i know i look rubbish.
they so chio can.

i know i look rubbish.
they so chio can.

i know i look rubbish.
they so chio can.

EMO BITCH

2007-08-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

& happy birthday dingwei!

left house damn early today can.
my dad send my brother to school,
then waited for maria at my brother school there.
she is damn late.
my dad was angry can.
& the M1 is not working.
she can't receive sms.
then she called me & we decided to meet at bedok library there.

my dad sent us to pasir ris park there.
carpark c.
it's a nice place can.
i love it. :D.
the green field is fantastic.
i want to bring a nikon there,
but don't have.

maria & i didn't run.
she got heart problems,
& i have eczema.
damn itchy if i run so cannot run.
so sat there while the others run.
went to toilet to kill time.
walked around.

we were waiting for the 2e4 boys to come back.
we wanted to see if the grass were still on someone back.
but they took so long can.
some of the secondary 3 boys already came back & they were still not back.
i think they walked for the whole thing.
took so damn long.
in the end,
the grass weren't there.

went to sat somewhere with maria, naufal, ryan, amir & yun.
was rather fun.
played with grass.
throw things here & there.
paste tattoo on ryan & maria.
damn fucking funny.
then went back to assemble.
had the prize giving.
we were burning hot.

took attendence then we were dismissed! (:
walked all the way back to pasir ris mrt.
went to white sands to walk with maria, juoyan, naufal & amir.
walk here & there.
don't know what to eat.
in the end,
maria & i bought 1901 hotdogs.
it cost me $4.90.
so i'm left with 10 cents.
sat at the corner to eat our mash potatoes.
the boys waited for us.
so kind.

took mrt with them.
the boys were retarded.
gaying in the mrt.
alighted at bedok with maria & juoyan.
walked to the interchange & saw taitiang.
he was sitting at the steps there.
said hello & he didn't say back.
blehhs.

i like bus rides home alone.
it made me think about stuffs.
cried in the bus.
i just can't forget how sad i am.

i'm an emo bitch.
that's what zhenbang call me but nevermine.

i want to see my hand bleed.

i want to run far far away.

unloved ;

lonely ;

unwanted ;

call me horny ;

call me bitch ;

i don't fucking care anymore .

i just want to die away.

ryan so good help her.

the national symbol.

he requsted this.

gays.

the sky & tree is nice.

random.

shadows.
don't know whose.

sorry if you got scared.
he pose for it.

random.

random.

random.

amri, naufal & juoyan.

i like this if there's no reflection.

LITERATURE SUCKS.

2007-08-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

went to school quite early.
had to wait for maria again.

had three periods of literature.
palai again.
so damn boring.
only know how to waste our time.
then had CA.
so hard.
but don't care.
asshole.

recess was okay.
decided to ignore at 2e4 boys for fun.
then observed what penguin 4 ate.
he ate so much can.
went to find wallet eater,
but he wasn't there. -.-.
finally,
unignored the 2e4 boys when he went up. -.-.

miss soh gave us back our science paper.
i got 5/40.
wonderful.
i seriously have to buck up can.
i'm going from bad to worse.
this term is suppose to go from bad to good.
fuck.

everyone was so quiet during maths.
miss ku supervisor came in so we kept quiet.
after he went,
everyone became so quiet.
typical us.
maria & i talked about parents fuck.
was funny.
maths made me so stress up can.
i cut my fringe myself after the teacher left.
now it looks retarded.

chinese was fun.
i was in the top 10 for the best handwriting in class.
so i got time out,
the chocolate.
maria fought with me & wanted to eat mine.
crazy women.
after chinese lesson,
got marshmellows to eat again. (:

ACE was rather okay.
designed stuff for the postcard thing.
mine is all words.
hardly any pictures because i can't draw.
then the result of the debate thing came out.

took bus 222 with maria after school.
went to block 85 for lunch.
porridge & dumpling.
damn nice can.
then bought peanut balls.
yummy!
i want to go back there sometime again. :D.
went to ntuc for aircon.
maria & i went crazy.
we took photos of each other.
then went to 7-eleven for aircon again.
wanted to buy chocolate but no money.
she walked with me to the other bus stop & took bus 14 home.
i went to fetch my brother.

the main attraction of this photo is the two guys outside :
alvin & benjamin.

this is random.

our table.

:DDDD.

lunch.

peanut balls.

crazy girl taking photo of that.

see my child on the cover?

maria & her bag.

when we were fighting.

the mess my brother made with his root beer.

you will never ever know how much i love you.

HAIISH.

2007-08-06T21:05:00.001+08:00

why are so many things happening to us lately?

many many things are happening to me & maria lately uh.

& maria!

how could you do that to julian!?

he was like so kind,

talking to me about me & my -.

the way he said it was like something was going to happen to me & my -,

although i know it's not going to happen.

but i guess after all this,

i'm not to give up hope.

nothing is impossible right?

& julian must jiayou~!

maria!

don't be so evil.

give chance can?

it's hard to find someone who love you so much right?

& what's wrong about julian?

he's okay what.

treasure him,

alrights?

EMO EMO EMO.

2007-08-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

& 2nd for kimi raikkonen!

not very happy with the results,

but he did his best.

he got damn close to hamilton,

but there wasn't enough time.

no matter what,

i still love you. (:

school was rather okay.
went school quite late but nevermine.
first period was maths.
did graphs again.
at least i followed the lesson.
but i also did geography homework.

after maths lesson,
maria & i went to the toilet.
look at our 2e4 ~~dear dear dear~~ run.
damn funny.
took photos of them. ;D.
missed 5 mins of geography.
got to know my test marks.
only managed 21/30,
damn fucking lousy.
went through workbook & did corrections.

sadly,
2e4 couldn't have recess with us.
so it was damn boring.
we accompanied ryan in the classroom.
he had tummyache.
then went down to take medicine for him.
but no one have,
& stupid teachers say they don't give.
whatever.
then bought blue ice for ryan.
it's good for stomache,
but he didn't want to drink.
stayed outside the classroom.
was fun.
then went up & down.

d&t was super fun.
i love d&t practical. (:
kristin & i did the drawer thing.
helped austin spread the glue.
he was scared i think.
but it was fun.
walked around the d&t room.
that's what i like best. (:
went back to class for ACE.

the home economics people were not there yet.
so quiet.
it's nice though.
then they came back.
watched ice age.
i didn't watch.
i hate ice age.
so wrote in my diary & scribbled stuff.
damn fucking pissed off can.
was still emo during science.
but i got better when the people from istavin came back.
don't know why.

after school,
waited for the 2e4 people again.
wait so long can.
then they came down.
we went down the other side.
saw my -. ((:
then realised that he is so short.
he looks short,
but he is tall?
don't know.
don't care.
didn't want to follow the 2e4 people anymore so we just went home.
accidentally,
we met them when we were going out.
concidence.
then more coincidence happen outside school.
what a bad day for me.
lucky my - not here.
if not i will walk out to the road & let the cars bang me.

went to kfc with maria.
chiong our food because i was late.
then took bus 18 to my brother school.
j-walked to fetch him.
then he went back to school to buy food.
so waited for him & saw laura.
she still remember me. (:
then took 66 home with my brother.

maria & i didn't steal the money can.

why the fuck would we want to steal the money.

like we don't have money like that.

& it's not we didn't pay.

we kept our money because we thought we were going to buy the thing.

but fine.

don't trust us then don't trust.

we can don't trust you back.

posting photos of today,

yesterday,

& some random long time ago photos.

today

random shot.

either clarence or benjamin.

either clarence or benjamin.

i think this is zhengyu.

i think this is zhengyu.

ryan.

ryan.

blue ice & mineral water.

i do want to die.

food chain.

kfc food.

5th august 2007

kimi on tv.

kimi on tv.

kimi on tv.

kimi on tv.

edited the contrast.

edited the contrast.

25th july 2007 - 1st august 2007

umbrella girls.

i like this.

reflection of me & maria.

me & maria.

maria & my family.

my family without me.

in the morning.

during music lesson.

during music lesson.

the scissors family.

ryan is a gay.

so what if i caught you red handed?

ryan hugging austin.

backview of benjamin & clarence crooked shoulder.

hotdog.

during maths peer tutoring.

during maths peer tutoring.

nice effect.

I LOVE PENANG

2007-08-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

& I MISS PENANG,

alot.

once a year,

my family will go back to penang during qing ming,

to pay respects to my great grandparents.

everytime when we go back,

we would stay for three days.

it's damn damn short.

i like it when my dad drive us out in the morning.

i love the sun rise & the beach.

i like the shopping centre.

i miss gurney drive because i want to eat penang laska.

& the most important thing that i hope to achive is :

THE PENANG SLANG

i like it when the people speak.

the combination of hokkien & english is like the way we speak in singapore.

but their slang is very nice.

i like to listen to it & i will ask my parents to do the slang for me.

sometimes accidentally when i talk to my dad on the phone,

i will also speak the penang slang. <3.

i went to search for some photos of penang.

& oh my god,

i really feel like going back there this moment.

it's damn fucking nice.

i will have to wait for so damn long before i can go back next year.

:( /

i shall leave you with some photos of penang.

they are from deviantart.

i lost those i took when my computer went for repair.

damn damn sad.

penang bridge

you have to cross this 13km bridge to get to penang island.

it is the longest in asia.

the streets of penang & gurney drive
the streets of penang may be old,

but they are full of life.

in the morning,

there is the wet market.

at night,

there's gurney drive.

few years back,

it was affected by the tsunami.

now,

it's back at it's original position.

the open space hawker has the best food in penang.

one time,

i ate 2 bowls of penang laska there.

temples
there are alot of temples in penang.
every year when i go back,
i will visit the wat chayamangkalaram temple.
it's a thai temple.
my great grandparents ashes are put there.
two years back,
i also visited the kek lok si temple.
it's the biggest buddhist temple in penang.
& there's this big buddha statue.

kek lok si

wat chayamangkalaram

beach & scenery
the beach in penang is beautiful.
i love it there.
i didn't went there this year because i didn't stay near the beach.
that's very sad for me.
because i love the beach alot.
the scenery is fantastic.
although there alot of old houses,
but the skyscrapers are rather okay.

I LOVE KIMI MORE THAN EVER.

2007-08-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

hamilton & his hongkong girlfriend on the newspaper today!

yesterday,
i was very angry with ferrari.
watched the replay of the qualifying.
didn't finish watching because i was damn angry.
but i realised that massa car had problems,
that's why he was 14th.
apparently,
they thought his car had fuel,
but in the end,
it didn't,
so massa car couldn't run that fast.

just now,
searched websites & guess what?
ALONSO HAS BEEN DEMOTED TO 6TH ON THE GRID.
yay!
i was damn damn happy.
alonso got first actually because he cheated.
if he didn't cheat,
hamilton could have been first.
i swear.
but nevermines.
hamilton will start first.
my dear dear kimi raikkonen will start 3rd.
at least in top 3!
love love love you kimi! :DDD.

the guy in blue at the back also not bad. ;DDD.

my dear dear is damn cute!

so damn fucking cute.

ALL I CAN SEE IS STARS

2007-08-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

i took this photo.

removed the noise.

edited the contrast.

{ all i can see is stars }

RED BRACES

2007-08-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

& i want to know,

what the fuck is ferrari doing?

kimi raikkonen only managed 4th in qualifying.

felipe massa is 14th.

may i know,

what the fucking hell is ferrari doing!?

& I HAVE DECIDED,
IF I CAN'T GET A CAMERA BY END OF 2008,
I SHALL BUY A SONY CYBERSHOT PHONE.
I SHALLN'T LET MY PHOTOGRAPHY GO TO WASTE.

daryl angkaisheen made me watch kids central in the afternoon.

watched groom my room because he said there was a chiobu.

hell yeah,

she was.

but in the end,

after looking at her for a long long time,

she's not.

& she speaks like a loser.

angkaisheen agrees though.

he was the one who suggested it anyway.

had bee hoon for lunch.

hohohos.

it means i can't go down to mavis there for lunch tomorrow,

for the sake of seeing edmund.

& that time,

he saw me & i didn't.

not fair!

oh nevermines.

my dental appointment was 4.15pm.

i had my turn at about 4.30pm.

waited so damn long.

b-o-r-i-n-g.

when it was my turn,

i tried to say hello to the dentist.

i'm very shy.

the dentist had to redo a slot in one of my right tooth.

it was damn uncomfortable.

this time round,

my braces was red colour!

(:

after that,

my mum came & find us.

then we went to suntec.

the drive down to suntec was fantastic.

i love love love the skyscrapers uh.

i wished i had a good camera,

then i will go around town with it taking nice photos.

sitian has to accompany me! ;DDD.

suntec was crowded with people.

my dad went to search for his track pants.

so we walked around.

so tired.

my brother bought two styrofoam swords for me & him to play.

it was fun.

i had to carry it & it was damn paiseh.

but nevermines.

my parents offered to buy me clothes,

but i rejected uh.

i'm not really in need of clothes,

although i always wear the same clothes.

( most of my clothes are red & brown )

shopped for about two hours.

i wanted to eat pretzel but there was a long queue.

so didn't.

went to the food court to eat dinner.

korean food! (:

it was damn nice.

kimchi my love.

if sitian & i were there,

i think we would be fighting to eat kimchi.

they are our loves! :D.

it was around 8pm when we left.

my parents they all wanted to go watch fireworks.

so drove around marina bay that area.

then finally,

parked across the floating platform.

waiting there for like 9527257 years.

there wasn't any fireworks today uh!

waste my time.

my dad drove us to my cousin house,

& he went back to his office to get something.

so we stayed at my cousin hoise & watch tv.

it had been sooo long since i watched a tv properly.

the show was funny.

then my dad came an hour later.

so we went to our house opposite & bought roti prata.

that's tomorrow breakfast.

& i got to know a new friend today that made my sms become 200.

& it's only the 4th day of august!

retarded.

i like it upside down.

hate my hair.

RETARDED.

2007-08-04T10:54:00.000+08:00

the tear i shed.

i cry for you.

those tears i shed for you,

you will never know.

:(

2007-08-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

god damn it.

my chest hurts so much.

damn pain.

maybe it's just my heart aching.

haiish.

FRIDAY! (:

2007-08-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

school was okay.

the class debate was nice.

very funny & nice.

the best debate i have ever seen. (:

good job people. ;DDD.

oh i just love recess.

the 2e4 people always make us laugh.

they are nice people,

but they don't look nice.

after school,

wanted to wait for my -.

long time didn't see him.

but he didn't come out.

then saw him at the staircase there.

stupid asshole.

so we went to macdonalds.

maria treat me mcflurry.

make me fat only.

but thanks. (:

slack there for a while,

then went home.

came home & ate cake.

mango cake from yesterday. (:

then napped.

woke up at 4.40pm & bathe.

prepare then went for tution.

tution was fun.

went through secondary one work.

real numbers.

i'm damn weak at it can.

so it was kinda easy.

met sitian at the playground after tution.

she complained that my brother was fat.

agree.

then she went for tution. x[.

nevermine,

we shall meet up soon. (:

brought my brother to find my mum.

then met my dad at the library.

borrowed books.

then went to eat at bedok south there.

opposite temasek junior college.

ate roti prate.

saw syed when i was going back to the car park.

scared him i think. :D.

at the multi storey carpark,

the malay & chinese shuai ge's were playing hide & seek.

oh man,

i really want to join in. (:

photos of the debate,
& some other things.
do click to enlarge yo.

couples caught going home together.
joking!

mcflurry + curry with french fries = yummy. (:

random shot.
it's badly done.
i took it against the light.

disgusting apple pie.

that playground.

my brother.

(:

i look like a fag.

me & my brother.

i don't know what is this. -.-.

deep down inside,

i'm still crying.

i don't know why.

2007-08-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

I'M SUPER SAD.

VERY SAD.

WHEN CAN I EVER STOP CRYING ;

I LOVE SAD SONGS.

& I FUCKING HATE THOSE HAPPY HAPPY SONGS.

EVERYDAY WHEN I GET HOME,

ALL I DO IS CRY,

CRY & CRY.

hiding my sadness away by finding some sort of entertainment is not fun.

it's tiring.

i'm tired of it already.

very.

SAD.

2007-08-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of post.
actually,
i had been blogging.
but i always save those post as drafts.
they are all full of bad words & scoldings.
don't think i want to post them though.
& i don't have any photos to make it better.

i just feel very sad lately.

very very sad.

& there's no one to cheer me up.

sad sad girl / man.

i wished i could run far far away & never ever have to come back.

& i'm serious.

when i grow up,

& have that money,

just watch.

( unless my life become better )

FUCK

2007-07-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

can everything just stop?

i want everything to stop.

i can't take it anymore.

i don't want to act anymore.

putting up a strong face to hide the truth,

it's not fun.

it's tiring.

very tiring.

who the fuck can understand me?

no one.

fucking no one.

now all i do when i get home is sleep sleep sleep.

that's what i do to escape from everything.

from the fucking day i had.

i am tired.

i'm very tired.

i want to fall down this instant.

i want to leave the world.

isn't it a better world without fucking me?

retarded.

2007-07-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday night dinner was maggie mee.
but the rest of my family had roast chicken sandwhich.
i like to eat alot.
my dad did fushion food.
photos are below.
you might want to click the enlarge.

school was retarded.
went to school quite earlier.
i didn't get to see my fated guy.
sad.
then went to parade ground.
started tearing again.
what the fuck.
it happens when you have fever.
oh yes,
i do have.

had maths early in the morning.
oh so fucking boring.
i don't understand anything i swear.
so spent my time daydreaming & talking.
then had two periods of geography.
wahlau.
cannot stand.
had to copy so many things.
head soooo pain!
then watch video,
but i spent my time recopying my notes. x[.

recess was not fun.
because no 2e4!
no 2e4 means no fun.
so maria went to buy styrofoam container or something,
then we went up.
no food,
no drinks.
perfect.
circled around 2e4 alot of times.
they were having their test.
so once again,
not fun. x[.

had d&t.
was super nice.
most of us were studying for the science & it was super peaceful for studying.
once,
i got hooked up in studying.
then did practical.
but mostly,
the teacher help us,
me & kristin just glue it. :D.

ACE was so slack.
had to do survery or something.
don't know call what.
maria & i got the same results.
B - QUALITY TIME.
yupps,
so that's why we like to go quiet places & slack. ;DDD.

had science test.
so damn bloody hard.
because i didn't really study.
i left my notes in class over the weekend.
boo~!
so finished early.
vandalise my hand.

after school was stupid.
accidentally met benson, zhenbang & kohlean they all.
so walked behind them.
actually wanted to go eat with them,
but maria & i bought pasar malam.
then when we walked behind to follow them,
the others came.
so we don't like so never went to eat.
bought food & went to the bedok skate park to slack.
was fun watching the little boys run. :D.
it was nice & peaceful.
then went home.

SHUAI GE TO THE RESCUE

2007-07-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

woke up at 10am today.
my dad said to me, "eh, it's snowing outside."
& i went, "huh?"
& he replied, "because you woke up earlier." -.-.
nevermine.
so ate my breakfast - chicken pie. :D.
then used computer.
then eat biscuit.
my favourite. ;DD.

afternoon went out.
went opposite for lunch.
ate fried bee hoon.
was suppose to see edmund there,
but there were four boys,
& i don't know who.
& when they walk pass,
i actually avoided them,
so my result of seeing him is zero.
but i saw mark tan.
of course he didn't see me.

then went to holland village.
my dad went to look for pants.
my mum ask me if i want a skirt or a shorts.
i rejected.
i am not in need for new one.
then went walk walk.

went back to bedok interchange.
walk around the pasar malam.
then suddenly,
we heard this, BOOM.
car accident.
so chiong & kaypo.
& the first thing i said was, OH FUCK.
my parents didn't scold me.
the van overturned can.
then a few sheng siong shuai ge went to help. <3.
so took photos of the accident.
then went to sheng siong.
buy stuff then went home.

suppose to be my reflection.
can see?

see the shuai ge on top of the van.
they are loved.

the accident.
my brother took this.
i'm too shy to take it.
sorry,
got oil on the camera cause ahem,
after food.

yes,
you can scream,
OH FUCK.

japanese pizza.
my dad bought it for me,
suprisingly. :D.

I MISS PENANG

2007-07-28T16:44:00.000+08:00

i miss MALAYSIA.
i had been living there for 6 years,
until i came to singapore to stay.
now & then,
i will go back to mersing,
to visit my family at the resort.
& every year,
i will have to go to penang,
to pay respect to my great-grandparents.

what i truly miss most about malaysia is penang.
that lovely island.
i love that penang bridge.
i miss the morning sun rise.
i miss that morning.
i miss the shopping centre.
i miss the beach.
i miss the penang laska.
i miss gurney drive.
& i miss the shuaige & chiobu. -.-.

oh i miss everything about penang.
i love the sun rise very much.
& the beach.
the beach is fantastic. ;DDD.
about 8 more months before i can go back there.
it will be like 89798468547 years.
oh boy,
i got to convince my dad to bring me there again at the end of year.
8 months is tooo long.

would you be in penang if i was there?

you are a ma too.

would i have a chance to see you there?

are we that fated?

BORING!

2007-07-28T16:21:00.000+08:00

stayed at home & wanted to watch video.
but internet no connection so didn't.
then evening,
went out with my family.

went to mustafa.
i was damn scared although not my first time there.
later indians molest me.
i wear until so chio.
joking!
so shop shop then went for dinner.

ate timsum though.
not my first time there also.
actually my dad & i wanted to eat naan.
but my mum & brother don't want so end up eating chinese food.
sour & spicy ramen! :D.
then went home.

i don't want maria wish to come true.

i don't want to get a stead.

ahhh!

RECESS IS LOVED.

2007-07-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

went to school pretty late.
but at least i got to see wallet eater. :D.
every morning i see him can.
maria,
i'm fated to see him. xP.
then went to parade ground.
went crazy.
kept talking to maria about limweicong hair. -.-.

first period was english.
went through the debate worksheet.
maria & i were writing our diary. :D.
then had to do group work.
took someone retrospect & search for wallet eater.
so maria is the new mrs ho.
went crazy over his cute & shuai face. -.-.

had science.
was boring.
copied notes.
i still prefer mr lian.
i can understand better.

recess is super fun. <3.
kept laughing at the crooked person?
not really.
just realised that his shoulder is straight.
& i said it too loud one time.
then talked to limweicong.
tried to borrow money but no use.
so got 50 cents from basyir! :D.
bought soya bean.
provided maria food again.
2 siew mai's at $1.
what the hell.
so expensive.
then went outside to eat.
then saw the stupid normal acad boys throw ice at original penguin.
then the normal tech boys laughed.
fucking hate them.
please stop bullying him.
i don't know why but i wanted to protect him. -.-.
STOP BULLYING HIM IDIOTS.
then got so angry so walked away.
observed penguin 4 eating diet.
oh my god.
he eat so much.
then followed him up to his class.
he went into his 2e4,
we stood outside.
laughed like crazy can.
then keep walking about 2e4.
funny~!
there's so much to laugh about.
recess is loved. :D.

then had chinese.
did essay.
i don't know what to write so i wrote very short.
then when i passed up,
teacher scolded me for talking too much that's why.
fine.
i did talk too much with maria & juoyan.
& i accidentally insulted juoyan.
he sprayed water at me can.
so wet.
but nevermine.

had IS/TP.
was okay.
slack.
wrote on my diary again.
wrote alot of rubbish.

then had history.
copied notes.
alot can.
had alot of breaks because the class was restless.
so was i.

after school,
followed the 2e4 people to the MRT station.
so fun.
not.
make me walk so fast.
but we got to follow behind.
then i didn't get to stay back to see my -. :[[.
maria & i observed the 2e4 people too much. -.-.

went to kfc.
ate zinger. :DD.
maria paid half.
i paid $2,
since i was broke again.
oh wait,
i was never rich.
maybe once.
but i was always broke.
then went to macdonalds to meet her friend for nothing.
so went there for five minutes,
then left. -.-.
went to library.
borrowed books & took super retarded photos.
slack & went home.

bathed & used computer.
then did my tution homework,
& studied the algebra formula.
then prepare & went for tution.
the teacher was sick.
how sad.
i was so sleepy.
couldn't concentrate.
so whatever she said today,
i didn't listen.
she also don't know what she was talking about.

after tution,
went for dinner at some indian place.
the prata was okay.
the mee goreng is fantastic.
it's not red in colour.
it's brown.
original.
no colouring.
i want to go back tomorrow for naan. ;DD.

my dad gave me $2 to buy foolscape.
so he dropped me off.
then when i got out of the car,
the boys at the bookshop went, "woah."
(i was wearing skirt because i can't find my baggy shorts.)
what the hell.
i hate it.
foolscape so expensive.
$1.20.
actually the uncle put five pads in one plastic & the price tag was : $1.20.
so i asked him if the whole thing was for $1.20,
he said it was only for one.
give me hope only.
then went home.

what a tiring day.

maria.
i'm getting my revenge. ;DDD.

i am retarded.

i am not horny!

random.

extra only.

she hate to be licked by me.
whatever.

slurps. -.-.

love this shot. :D.

the abandon shelves.
okay,
maybe not abandon.

see her book.
now you know i'm not the horny one.

random.

random.

i miss you.

random.
but i love this shot.

i miss you badly.
maria fault.
never let me see my -.
so long never see him.
okay,
maybe yesterday i did stare at him.
& he stare back! :D.

my face is big.

whatever.

i hate my hair.
by the way,
the idiot who cut my hair salon is opposite the library.
i want to kill him.

okay,
we were laughing at something stupid.
this is random.

still laughing.
i look fucking idiotic.

hmms...

whatever.

wow.
emo.
not.

maria,
ew.
joking!

the pose is wrong.

maria my lovely model.
you could stand under my umbrella.

whatever.

sobs.
i look rubbish.

after hair wash.

ya lah,
very fat.

what i wore.
no,
i'm not going to work.

my handphone camera works like rubbish at night.

the place i went to eat.

:D.

in the car.

i miss you.

i love you.

i want to see you.

why can't you get suspended & be in the same class as me next year?

nevermine.

i think being in the same class as me is very paiseh.

why can't you ever notice me?

i am here.

here.

haiish.

I MISS YOU

2007-07-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

i love this song. (:
& bryan sent me his whole new album again.
thank you man. :D.the giant music shop. (:

LALALAS~!

2007-07-26T19:42:00.001+08:00

went to school today & my eyes started tearing.
what the fuck.
at the parade ground okay.
so paiseh.
then had maths.
did maths test.
so wasted.
i know the formula,
but i forgot how to do.
sad.
tomorrow i had maths test again at tution. x[.
then had p.e.
didn't do because i can't do.
sick.
very sick.
but nevermine.
so slack while the rest did.

recess was fun.
today,
i had to fork out my money to provide maria food.
then sat around.
first we sat at the normal acad boys table.
then went to sit at the empty table.
then zhenbang come with his jelly.
so cute?
then he & benson went.
ryan & austin come to sit with us.
ryan is so funny.
his face.
not his jokes.
then i saw -.
i stared at him accidentally.
he stared back.
at first i was looking for his dear friend.
then he turn around & stare.
then i stare back.
then i look away after awhile.
i'm an idiot.
went up to change. :D.

had english which was fun?
they had debate so maria & i just did our own things. :D.
then had chinese.
got test.
i didn't study.
so i'm going to fail.
then had music. :DDDDDDD.
damn nice.
because of the aircon.
did the group work.

after school,
wanted to wait for the 2e4 people.
but they were so long.
finally the person we wanted to follow came out. :D.
so followed.
fuck him.
he don't even know.
he was walking so fast & we followed.
then he went to take mrt.
asshole.
i don't want to follow him already.
hmph!

went to pasar malam to walk.
got goreng pisang & cheese hotdog. :D.
& drank alittle of maria's coconut.
ahems.
i want a brown puma shoulder bag!
so nice.
& cheap.
i know it's fake but who cares.
i want! -.-.
went home after that.

it's dinner time!
& i'm watching mr bean holiday while having dinner.
it's so damn touching can.
& funny.
both.
i have been eating alot lately.
i got to stop having food & drinks during recess.
except wednesday.
i want my hotdog please.
no more food after dinner!
& must must must exercise.

FUN WEDNESDAY.

2007-07-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

school was rather okay today.
just very boring.
very very.
especially maths & science.
recess was damn fun.
recorded what penguin 4 ate.
penguin 5 didn't come to school.
"stole" ryan money to buy food. :D.
then sat with the boys,
then moved to sit with benson & zhenbang.
they are darn crazy.
but funny. :D.

art was fuck.
the teacher waste time.
half the class didn't do research then they have to stand.
& she nagged & nagged.
waste our time.
& she said we are wasting our time.
oh,
haha.
not.

chiong home after school.
bathe & changed.
ate very little lunch,
& left house.
my shoe didn't match my shirt because i have no more shoes!
nevermine.
waited half an hour at the bus stop.
damn.
then finally,
bus 228 came.
took it to bedok interchange.
met maria at 197 there.

took bus 69 to tampines.
the bus ride was damn looooong.
both of us were damn hyper & retarded can.
so many shuai people.
finally reached tampines.
went to library first.
drop book & went in walk walk.
then came out.
went to tampines mall.

saw a lot of people.
but i don't think they recognise us.
phew.
i thought they did.
maria actually wanted to buy a converse bag,
but i was twice her size.
only fat people can carry. :D.
bought my sketch book.
then went hunting for bag again.
still cannot find.

went down basement for food.
ate at yoshinoya.
maria paid for my meal first.
then went to sit.
ohmygod.
mayer was behind us.
the super cute & shuai ex tution guy.
then we keep mentioning his name because he was back facing us.
then when he was leaving,
he said hi to us. :DDD.
wanted to follow him but we were still eating. x[.

after food,
went to buy taco puchi.
bacon & cheese balls. :D.
wanted to buy lee wee otah,
but no money. -.-
then went home. (:

WHO KNEW

2007-07-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

you took my hand,
you showed me how
you promised me you'd be around
ah huh, that's right

i took your words & i believed
in everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right

if someone said three years from now
you'd be long gone
i'd stand up & punch them out
cause they're all wrong
i know better
cause you said forever & ever
Who knew

remember when we were such fools
& so convinced and just too cool
oh no, no no

i wish icould touch you again
i wish i could still call you a friend
i'd give anything

when someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
i guess i just didn't know how
i was all wrong
but they knew better
still you said forever & ever
who knew

yeah yeah

i'll keep you locked in my head
until we meet again (meet again)
(until we) until we meet again
& I won't forget you my friend
what happened

if someone said three years from now
you'd be long gone
i'd stand up and punch them out
cause they're all wrong &
that last kiss i'll cherish
until we meet again
& time makes it harder
iwish I could remember
but I keep you memory
you visit me in my sleep
my darlin' who knew

my darlin' my darlin'
who knew
my darlin' i miss you
my darlin'
who knew

who knew

i love massa. & also kimi.

2007-07-24T19:28:00.000+08:00

i found this at http://planetf1.com.
it's about the tiff between massa & alonso after the sunday german grand prix.
it's woah.
i love you massa.
alonso,
go suck your cock.

Following Sunday's European GP, Felipe Massa and Fernando Alonso were involved in little spat.
The duo clashed in the final laps of the Nurburgring race as Alonso took the victory away from Massa. The result of a dent in Alonso's car and a rather annoyed Spaniard.

Here's the full transcript...

Alonso: You did it intentionally, as in Barcelona.

Massa: No, I did not.

Alonso: You broke my sidepod there - go and have a look at it!

Massa: Go fuck yourself!. You won and you say something like this.

Alonso: Mate, it can't break itself.

Alonso: I have fought with Heidfeld, with everybody, what you did with three laps to go can't be done.

Massa: He wins and says that. You must learn.

Alonso: It is you who has to learn. I have fought with everybody and with three laps to go, we touch!

Massa: Bravo.

Alonso: Bravo you!

Massa: You say that I did it on purpose, like I did that on purpose in Barcelona?. You were remained behind.

(As this point Ron Dennis steps in)

Dennis: Boys calm down.

Massa: Tell him to!

TUESDAY

2007-07-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

school was rather fun even though maria didn't go.
literature was dead boring.
frankly,
i almost slept.
then had recess.
went down to the second storey to stand,
because i had nothing to do.
& you don't expect me to observe penguins eating habit by myself.
so i stood there until a few minutes before the end of recess,
zhenbang came & imitate my posture.
you know,
that kinda cheer me up. (:

had science.
no more mr lian?
then so boring.
i prefer him.
then had maths.
two whole periods was my sleeping period.
damn boring.
& i don't get anything anyway.
then had chinese.
the teacher was in a damn good mood.
everything also smile smile smile.
that's great.

then had assembly.
went up to borrow tie from the sec 1 with kristin.
i forgot mine.
forced ricky to lend me his.
sorry man,
but thanks. ((:
he was going to have his class photo taken.
hope i didn't get him into trouble.
then had the election thing.
was fun?
the very crazy people were sitting beside me.
zhenbang was sitting same row but he don't know.
so was fun.
then was released earlier. :D.
i had maria to call me so i won't be bored all the way home.

took bus 66 home.
was so packed.
went opposite my house to buy bee hoon.
$1.90 only. (:
save my money.
then went to buy bubble tea.
chocolate ice blended with oero.
the uncle add for me & still charge me at the same price. (:
went home after that.
i love that basketball court.

got kinda bored at home so...

BEACH CLEANING.

2007-07-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

AFTER SCHOOL,
WENT FOR BEACH CLEANING AT EAST COAST.
IT WAS FUN.
DIDN'T PICK UP GARBAGE.
MISS SITI TALKED TO MARIA & I.
THEN WE WENT WALKING AROUND TAKING PHOTOS.
HEY,
I DO NEED TO PRACTICE ON MY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS.
THOSE NICE PHOTOS ARE UPLOADED TO http://mrshorny.deviantart.com/
DO GO VIEW.
CAN'T POST PHOTOS TO BLOGGER NOW.
SAD.
UPDATE TOMORROW BAH.

i love your hair.

still very shuai.

& you appeared out of nowhere today.

almost bang into you man.

but didn't.

almost touch your hand by accident.

but i move my hand up.

yupps,

i'm stupid.

that's why i love you~!

I FOUND HIM

2007-07-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

okay,
this is so funny:

yesterday,
there was this group of 3-4 boys hanging outside the bubble tea shop opposite my house.
i went there with my family for lunch.
then i had to walk pass them from the carpark to the restaurant.
so when i walked pass,
this guy who was leaning on the railing.
the other few was hanging out at the shop.
then this guy play the ai ai ai song by khalil fong.
& i smiled to myself because i so love the song.
i'm retarded.

anyways,
i came online today & chatted with edmund.
then i told him i was around mavis yesterday.
( he goes to tution at mavis. )
so he told me he was around the bubble tea shop at 3pm,
& was wearing a white t-shirt.
so i asked if he was with the guys who hanged out at the bubble tea shop.
he couldn't confirm.
so i asked about the ai ai ai song thing.
in the end,
IT WAS HIM WHO PLAYED THE SONG. -.-.

it has been 2 years since i saw him.
so i don't know if it was him.
& i haven't talk to him since primary 1.
we were classmate before. -.-.
it's so damn funny can.
maybe not. -.-.

FUCK

2007-07-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

i was happily watching the f1 german grand prix when,
kimi raikkonen started to slow down.
it was like the end of the world for me.
everything stopped.
i screamed & moaned.
i couldn't believe it.
fuck.
how can this happen to ferrari?
i really want to cry.
i hate it.

the german grand prix was fine.
the starting was fantastic.
then it started to rain.
everyone spin.
kimi raikkonen was entering the pit lane,
but he over shot it.
what the fuck.
stupid man.
then he had to struggle for another lap.
after more & more people spin,
they decided to restart the race.
kimi raikkonen started from 7th.
fuck.

the race was okay.
kimi raikkonen was catching up.
then suddenly,
20 more laps,
it happened.
kimi raikkonen was out.
he cruised slowly into the pit lane & parked.
that's it.

& now,
i'm here,
complaining like mad.

NEW SHOES.

2007-07-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

okay,
everyday i must have part 2. -.-.

so went out with my family.
first went opposite my house for lunch.
bee hoon!
it was fantastic.
but i was scared because mavis was next door,
& i scared i will see my friend.
lucky never.
then went to bedok interchange.

i bought new shoes!
it's quite nice.
the guy who attended to me was quite shuai. -.-.
then after that walked around pasar malam.
so boring.
then went to ntuc.
bought meat & stuff.
then went off.
lucky i went off in time.

after that,
went to parkway. :D.
at the carpark,
this women car was stuck when going up the slope.
stupid women.
then two man have to help her.
my dad wanted to help but nevermine.
so went to parkway.
went to giant.
bought food.
then went to cold storage.
bought roast chicken. :D.
i want pretzel!
my brother got anderson ice-cream.
i was sick so i rejected my dad offer.
i am so kind. -.-.
i bought myself old chang kee.

went home after that. :D.

i will miss you,
old shoes.

love love love my shoes. :D.

FUCKED OUT PHOTOS.

2007-07-22T13:10:00.000+08:00

i love late night chats with maria.
she called me last night & we just crap.
it was midnight.
& we chatted until 1.10am.
it was soooo fun.
& funny.
i couldn't stop laughing at this guy from this particular class.
kept joking about him.
& i even told my dad about him.
then went to look at his photo in the retrospect,
& believe me,
i laughed for half an hour.
my jaw hurts.

tried my photography skills just now.
it's deproving.
few weeks ago,
i was taking fantastic photo that every praise.
but now,
damn fucked up photos.
but i still post them.
look below,
& click to enlarge.

& finally found my old mp3.
lucky my old songs are inside.
i miss those songs so much.
i lost them when i had my computer sent for repair.
so i'm charging my mp3 now.
& uploading more songs in. <3.

& sadly to say,
i'm still having fever.
i didn't even touch any medicine.
so yupps,
i'm still sick.
beach cleaning tomorrow.
i don't care.
i want to go.
i need to take lots of fantastic photos.

might be going out later.
maybe not.
update later.
i want to go pasar malam.
but later got f1 grand prix.
GO KIMI~!

my mp3.
see the scar. x[.

I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!

EVERYDAY,

I KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOU.

BUT YOU WILL NEVER EVER KNOW.

LONELINESS~!
I LOVE YOU.

I LOVE KIMI RAIKKONEN

2007-07-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

woah,
had a super crazy chat over the phone with maria yesterday night.
my god.
it's so damn fucking funny.
almost died laughing.

then had a very weird dream.
dreamt about maria & bear steading.
(i used bear because maria thinks it's paiseh?)
in the dream:
bear told me he likes maria.
they stead.
their relationship was very dry,
& they don't even speak in school.
then they broke up.
& i woke up.
woah,
that's weird.
i always dream of stupid things.
like that 2e6 guy. -.-.

spent the whole day crapping with maria.
surf blogs & friendster,
stole alot of photos about my dears.
so shuai.
then zhenbang showed me horny photos.
they are damn horny.
but nice.
i'm mrs horny.
of course i love it. -.-.

went out with my family during evening.
actually wanted to go chai chee eat,
then wanted to go chinatown,
but shears bridge closed.
there's fireworks display today.
so went to old airport road.
there was alot of car.
& we stayed in the car for so long.
finally,
went very far to park.
then crossed the overhead bridge to the old airport road hawker.
don't know to eat.
there's so many store,
& they were all crowded.
ate peanut porridge. -.-.
all the way just for that.
stupid seh.

after dinner,
went to bedok interchange.
my dad can't find parking space so me & my brother went to the library to pee.
came out,
& they still can't find parking space.
so went to old sheng siong.
my parents went to buy food,
& me & my brother stayed in the car & do stupid things.

chiong home to see f1 qualifying results.
KIMI RAIKKONEN,
MY DEAR HUSBAND,
IS 1ST!
i was so damn fucking happy.
& another reason was:
LEWIS HAMILTON HAD ACCIDENT!
his wheel or something came out.
then the nose of the car was gone.
how sad.
he was carried to the hospital via helicopter.

I LOVE YOU MY LOVELY KIMI RAIKKONEN! <3

random.
i risked my handphone to be out of the kitchen window.
actually,
the national day helicopter was passing by,
but i don't know where it went. -.-

from the overhead bridge.

dinner.

my reflection. -.-.

i look toot.

PART TWO - NIGHT.

2007-07-20T15:30:00.000+08:00

continue from my previous previous post.
so the gas man came at last.
he didn't rape me,
& i didn't rape him.
he didn't even look at me okay.
i just gave him the money,
& he left after fixing the gas.
so i cooked my lunch.

then use computer.
chat with people.
then bathe.
chat again.
got to know a new guy.
i forgot what's his name. -.-.
then clarence went online.
he & his friend very noisy.
suddenly so hyper come irritate me.
talk rubbish.
then i viewed them on webcam.
they were doing rubbish stuff.
i video it down.
might want to post it sometime. :D.

left for tution at 5pm.
took bus 66 there.
this very shuai malay guy came to sit with me. <3.
there were alot in the bus. :D.
reached early.
went to meet my mum at the library there.
then i went to tution myself.
waited sooo long in the room.
the teacher was late.
did algebraic fractions today.
suprisingly,
i could do it.
i guess the teacher was suprise,
so was i.
she kept saying :
"eh, you are quite good at this you know." <3.

tution ended at 7.20pm.
then my brother & i went to meet my mum at the library.
slack outside first.
ate goreng pisang. -.-.
tried to take photos,
but my handphone camera doesn't work well at night.
failed.
so no nice photos today. x[.
after a while,
went to the library to enjoy aircon.
but i decided to borrowed books.
so walked around.
saw a fucking couple.
so paiseh can.
i almost screamed because i thought what. -.-.

my dad came to fetch us.
he was late.
but nevermine.
went to old sheng siong to eat.
you guys won't know where.
& i don't know what block is that anyways.
had bee hoon hor fun for dinner.
& also sambal sotong.
& some tim sums :
my lovely har kow. <3.

after dinner,
went to bread shop.
i bought 3 chocolate tarts,
& 3 egg tarts.
& 2 donut balls on stick. :D.
after that,
went to sheng siong.
my parents wanted to buy durian.
but i'm sick so cannot eat. x[.
but they still bought.
after that,
went home. :D.

& now,
for photos of things,
& me.
i don't upload crazy photos of myself,
so don't expect any here.
& i don't take photos of myself everyday.
count yourself lucky to see it now.
i love take photos of still life. :D.

i love you shoes.
i drew tortise on my shoes. :D.

i love you,
har kow.

chocolate tarts.

<3.

it's very nice.

one for you,
one for me.

i am going to explode!
but no,
i'm not a penguin.
i'm one of the founder of penguins.

CHEERS!

maria,

your wish about me having a stead this year won't come true.

because i don't accept it.

or maybe i will.

hmms...

you will have to find our yourself then.

xDDD.

BABY BABY

2007-07-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

BABY BABY!

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SICK!

2007-07-20T12:39:00.000+08:00

bryan sent me the whole of lin jun jie new album yesterday.

thankyou~!

he's my music shop,

so next time i can get alot of free songs. :DDD.

i love the song : BABY BABY. <3

didn't go to school today!
sick.
fever & running nose.
so i did my tution homework.
& now,
i'm waiting for the gas man to come.
my mum went out.
i'm home alone! :D.
but later the gas man come rape me.
their lost~!

tution later.
sobs.
sick still have to go & do maths.
make my sickness even more worse. x[.

i miss school.
i miss him.

& now,
photos~!
finally,
i took some photos yesterday.
was bored.
i look rubbish.
& today,
no photos on devainart.
sorry.
because i didn't go to school,
my model also didn't go.
so never go out,
means,
no photos!
lalalas~

thank you for all your care & concerns

<333.
i will get well soon. (:

2007-07-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

THANKYOU CELINA! <333.

16 JULY 2007,

ALL THE WAY FROM FRANCE.

HAVEN'T WRITE BACK YET!

NO TIME.

SORRY!

I WILL WRITE SOOOOOON.

2007-07-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

woke up this morning feeling very dizzy.
but still went to school.

the worse is,
first period was maths.
but i got questions correct!
finally.
so happy?
then had p.e.
2.4km run. x[.
actually don't want to run because sick,
but still ran.
so ran,
then 4th round cannot run so i stopped.
wasted. x[.
but i couldn't breathe & i was dying.
almost fell down one time.
lucky never.

then had recess.
i was sitting there.
then he come sit behind me.
as in i was on this table facing maria,
maria on the other table facing me.
my table was empty except for me.
so his gang come sit.
i don't like it so i got up.
yupps,
i'm stupid.
then just stood beside their table.
he so shuai? -.-.

had english test.
did very carefully.
i want to score my A2 okay.
then had chinese.
had test.
i don't know how to do!
fail.
then had music.
damn fun.
i love music. -.-.

stayed back to eat after school.
ricky & benson sit together.
wow.
our favourites. -.-.
then he was dimissed.
was going to follow him.
but maria saw her in front.
so never. x[.

FEVER & RUNNING NOSE!

2007-07-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

today went school early.
waited for maria for soooo long.
sat at the shelter there.
so paiseh!
then she came after sooo long.

school was quite okay.
boring as usual.
today recess was boring too.
not so fun.
art sucks.
the teacher sucks.
she gave us 15 more minutes to finish our art work.
then i chiong because i haven't finish my background.
then after 15 minutes,
i was still not done.
so she collect & ask us stay back.
what the hell.
i still got alot of unused paint.
very waste paint.
& she is a b****h can.
rush me until my colour all different.
she ruin my art work.
she made me hate art!
what the hell.
then she returned us the art work.
tomorrow must hand up.
ARGH!
pissed off with her can.

after school,
bought fried food.
very long time didn't eat already. :D.
then went to the bus stop.
took 31 to parkway.
reached early & walk around.
then met gerald there?
not really counted as meeting,
because as soon as he came,
i had to go home.
took 197,
& 228 home.
reached home at about 3.20pm.

then just now at around 7pm,
chatted with julian they all on yahoo.
his voice is soooo nice. :D.
sadly,
he had to go early.
& my internet couldn't function until now.
& it's 11pm.
i got to go & study.

MUST STUDY!

& gerald,

we are not angry at you okay.

sorry.

BORING!

2007-07-17T18:05:00.001+08:00

today so tired can.
actually didn't want to go to school,
but nevermine.
shoulder damn pain!
i don't want it to be crooked!

went to school rather early.
got to sit beside benson & zhenbang.
glad to see that zhenbang is quite okay.
not that emo anymore.
congrats~!
but zhenbang please,
don't ignore her.
i beg you.

& i'm ignoring limweicong.
i think.
don't really want to talk to him anymore.
because he's not helping himself.
i feel so stupid even trying to help him that day.
whatever~!

had literature for the first three periods.
was so boring.
almost slept.
then had recess which was okay.
zhenbang & benson pity me & maria.
because maria & i had to share food.
cash problems.
then walk around.
was not fun.
because this stupid idiot was suppose to do something which he didn't.
blehhhs.

had science.
copied notes.
with mr lian teaching,
i really understand better!
then had maths.
total rubbish.
i really can't understand anything.
please,
i want mdm lim to teach us again.
even since mr sng taught us that day,
i can't even understand anything.
& now,
miss ku.
how i pass maths!?
mother tongue was okay.
quite slack. :D.

last two periods was career seminar.
so boring.
first session was digital animation.
maria & i were stuck with the boys in our class.
went to 2e4 for the briefing.
lufti was there.
what the hell.
cannot stop laughing because the person was lufti size.
daddy & child. -.-.
then had second session.
flim making or something.
maybe i want?
because don't need to pass maths. :D.
but i want digital photography?
:D.

after school,
was suppose to go out.
but my parents came back.
then want to go out of school that time,
miss ku want to talk to maria.
then talk talk talk.
juoyan & syed was there.
maria suggested to change back to mdm lim.
but they say it's the problem with the class.
what the fuck.
so not okay.
then talk until so long.
went home that time,
- behind me.
& so paiseh.
i almost fell because i step on maria shoe.
so i scolded her a piece of shit.
hehs,
paiseh.
but - wasn't that caught up with his world.
he was okay.
at least he turned,
but never smile. -.-.
met my parents at bedok interchange.
pissed off~!

JIAYOU!

2007-07-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

ZHENBANG~!

cheer up alright?

no matter what choice you make,

i will be here to support you.

but please don't ignore her.

please.

you are hurting her okay.

talk to her!

& remember,

if you have any problems,

you can come to me alright?

jiayou~!

& love you. :D.

so does maria! (:

I HATE YOU.

2007-07-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

today end school early. :D.
actually wanted to follow idiot,
but lost track.
so followed my -.
he not fun can.
so emo.
like he is caught up in his own world.
whatever.
i don't like him anymore.

went to tampines mall.
bought japanese pizza.
ate.
then walk around for two hours.
then bought stuff.
5 pair of shoelaces. :D.
a small black bag.
& a black bangle. :D
LOVE the bangle. (((((((:

& I RECEIVED THE LETTERS FROM CELINA!

ALL THE WAY FROM FRANCE.

LOVE YOU BABE!

japanese pizza! (:

me & maria while waiting for the lift.

& i saw it!
& my new fringe. :D.

tortise leaf! (:

shoelaces that i bought! :D.

the bag that maria bought for me. :D.

i bought this for myself.

& her. :D.
i want more colours! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2007-07-14T12:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHALIL,

& MEEEE! :D.

http://mrshorny.deviantart.com/gallery/

imagine the huge amount of waste candles we create when we add up all of the people celebrating the world around.
let's help the environment while making wishes,
a one candle culture,
it's not the amount of candles you have,
it's about those who sing you happy birthday.

thankyou for all your birthday wishes! :D.

CRAZY AFTERNOON!

2007-07-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

i'm drooling.

i want this.

i can't take my eyes off it.

i'm sad because i can't have it.

i'm begging very hard for you to buy it for me.

although i can't get it,
but i'm still happy.

i said, "EW! what is that monster?"

then i realise that the monster was,
maria nicah prado mendoza,
wife of muhd lufti,
toilet girl.

hohohoho.
i'm a pirate.

i'm copying toilet girl pose.
bloated.

i'm happy because 2 more days!

I MISS YOU!

BREAD, THEM & ME.

2007-07-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

breakfast.

a group of damai shuai ge's.

me.

act only.

i like my hair like this. :D.

i was going to sleep.
face so fat.

look like rubbish.

act cute only.

HARRY POTTER.

2007-07-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

today woke up & do online learning.
so boring.
i rather go to school.
help alot of people do their homework lah.
i'm oh-so-kind. -.-.

met maria at bedok interchange at around 1 something.
saw andy, shamin & junyan there.
but only junyan notice me.
how sad. -.-.
then maria came.
went walking around bedok interchange.
walked pass kfc.
then went to mac.
bought sundae which maria ate so much.
then went to the other mac.
got free water. -.-.

on the way to the mrt station,
saw half of our class there.
didn't really want to walk there.
too paiseh.
so we went to take mrt to tampines.
reached & called basyir.
the boys were at the arcade.
so met them there.
basyir, benson, kohlean & zhenbang.
the boys were waiting for benjamin so maria & i went walking around.
went to see things but didn't buy.

i treated maria nachos combo set.
went in to watch without benjamin.
then few mintues later,
he came.
me maria kohlean zhenbang benson
benjamin basyir
basyir & benjamin breathe very loud.
the rest laugh very loud.
but was okay.
harry potter is boring.
maria & i kept laughing at rubbish. :D.
the ending was nice.

after movie,
don't know what to do.
basyir went home or something.
then the rest of us went to popular.
maria bought her paint brush,
& the boys pang-seh us.
all zhenbang idea.
i'm so ignoring him. -.-.

maria & i went walking around the whole tampines mall & century square.
walk here & there.
& bought alot of food.
took away bacon & cheese balls,
& sushi.
wanted to buy something else since i still have so much money left.
but i didn't felt like buying anything else.
i can control! -.-.
went home at around 6pm.
the bus was soooo packed.

what i wore.
the shorts is baggy.
it's suuuper lose.
i swear.

maria & me in the toilet at mac.

my face so big.
it was never small.

i look fucking rubbish.

random.

back view of kohlean & zhenbang.
the jeans brothers?

zhenbang, kohlean & benson.

zhenbang, kohlean & benson.
all so cool?

kohlean, zhenbang & benson with cap.

kohlean, zhenbang & benson with cap.

harry potter.

me & maria & food.

benson choo t-shirt.
phuket thailand.

basyir body size.
lols.

back view of benjamin & zhenbang.

random.

benjamin head.

& maria & i totally didn't know what version of harry potter we were watching until half way. -.-.

MRS HORNY ON DEVIANTART

2007-07-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

http://mrshorny.deviantart.com/gallery/

took alot of nice photos these days.
uploaded it in deviantart.
do comment if you have an account.

THANKYOU!

B-O-R-I-N-G!

2007-07-10T19:55:00.000+08:00

school was so boring.
maria came super late today.
had to wait so long for her.
saw her favourite wallet-eater.
since you let me wait,
then i shall steal! :D.
ricky lend me his tie.
so kind.
because i help him print a 17 pages work.
my printer almost died.
had literature.
was okay.
i understand better.
& i wrote a poem.
A GREEN FIELD,
IS GREATLY FILLED.
then had recess.
ate pasta. :D.
recess was so fun.
went up to 1e8.

then had science.
then maths which was total rubbish.
had mini quiz.
6 questions on algebra.
i did none.
i'm serious.
i need my tution help!
then had chinese.
teacher didn't come.
did worksheets & slack.
then had assembly.
fun & nice. :D.

after school,
ate pasta again.
waited for my -.
he still didn't come down.
circled around the school.
still didn't see him.
whatever lah.
don't want to wait for him already.
& i saw limweicong strip.
what the fuck lah.
disgusting.
but i didn't stare.
i'm not that horny.

took bus 66 home. :D.

thank you ricky for lending me tie.
thank you zhijun for lending me foolscape paper.

2007-07-09T18:33:00.001+08:00

xx smsed me yesterday.
was a surprised lah.
but i totally miss him.
he's nice.
he asked about my school & all.
will catch up with him on wednesday.
but i'm going jogging with maria?
oh poop.
i want to chat with him!
oh nevermine.

had school today which suck.
today is such a bad day.
but mr chew didn't come. :D.
but this teacher came in to relief.
he's so tall.
he might be strict,
but he let us go for recess 5 mins earlier. :DDDD.
&& thankyou zhijun for helping me carry my book.
you are very kind.
so continue to wait for me!
haha.

& after school,
i was waiting for maria to finish her lunch.
then xxx walk pass our table.
& i totally got shocked.
but i don't know lah.
i don't like him anymore.
he was just so close to me.
maria could have pushed me,
but she was choking.
anyways,
my heart doesn't beat that fast when he was beside me.
it was normal.
like when i was with the boys.
who are just my friends.
& nothing else.
oh poop,
i don't love him anymore.
FINALLY!

almost got saboed by maria when i went home.
but i ran away fast.
good for her that she got bullied by the 2e4 guys.
see,
want to sabo me lah.
you will be punished.
wahahahas. -.-.
i'm hyper.

went home & took nap.
woke up then called maria.
she ended choir.
was chatted on phone.
benson choo-choo was so hyper.
he asked me stupid things on the phone.
& maria told him alot of stupid things.
she just saboed me.
poo,
i'm going to die tomorrow.
i need a paper bag!

now look what choo-choo had done to me.
i'm so hyper.
argh!

KIMI RAIKKONEN!

2007-07-09T17:18:00.000+08:00

VICTORY FOR KIMI RAIKKONEN! (:

yupps,

kimi raikkonen,

my husband,

did it again.

he won yesterday's british f1 grand prix!

yesterday,

hamilton was suppose to be the star.

but however,

he got too nervous at the first pitstop,

& made a mistakes,

which cost him alot of time.

2007-07-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

it is so depressing lah.
so pissed off by the british f1 qualifying.
kimi could have gotten first,
but because of the mistake he made,
he got second.

without that tiny mistake,
hamilton wouldn't have got first.
kimi would be the one.
kimi did very well in practice okay.
no mistakes.
he was one second ahead of the top 4 drivers.
but now,
because of the mistake,
he's second.

but no matter what,
jiayou for tomorrow.
i will always love you. :D.

2007-07-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

went to alot of places today.
too many to be named.
& i also forgot.
but i went to the dentist today.
tighten my braces.
now it's green.
because today is live earth day?
:D.

(click to enlarge)

what happened to my hair?
but i love my braces.

hehs.
sorry about the car in front.
i took the car plate number by accident.

love this shot.

totally love this shot too. :D.

this photo will be nice without the car by the left.

it spoils the photo. x[.

i'm shutting my bloody mouth up.

:D.

:DDDDDD.

you have the click to see the larger version.

it shows the helicopters carrying the singapore flag.

click to see a nicer version.

2007-07-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU MARIA FOR BEING MY MODEL! :D.

LOVE YOU BABE.

school was okay.
but i felt very guilty ignoring the boys.
especially zb okay.
during recess,
he smiled at me,
& i just gave him an angry face.
at around the soccer field,
he actually came to us & we just walked away,
really really fast.
& i actually wanted to hit him okay.
but i didn't.
i'm so sorry.
i didn't mean it okay.

then at the same time,
maria saboed me.
she saboed me to someone who is shuai but not my type.
& how great,
he & his friends thinks i like him.
you can read alot of his & his friends face okay.
but i don't like him.
& maria actually shouted,
"melissa love xxxx."
what rubbish.
i so don't like him.
now i'm so dead.
i can actually die from embarrassment.

after school,
walked around the canteen.
spotted the boys.
walked pass them & kept really quiet.
they didn't talk to us either.
then said hi to ricky purposely?
i don't know what i was thinking then.
went to the next block.
actually was suppose to lunch with justin,
but he was playing soccer so maria & i left.

went to KFC at first.
sat for a while for aircon.
but didn't felt like eating at KFC.
so left.
went to MAC.

we were starting to eat when justin called.
he ask us to eat really slow because he was coming.
so we ate really slow,
but in the end,
he couldn't make it.
so we started to eat at normal speed.
maria went to get curry sauce & i started on my burger.
& before she was back,
the burger was more than half gone. :D.

waited for her to finish her food slowly.
S L O W L Y.
chatted about the boys.
we wanted to cry okay.
MAC really brings back alot of memories with them.
& we talked about the time we spent with them last time.
oh man,
i just love you guys!

we shifted table to the one at the corner.
it brought back memories.
last week,
benjamin, justin & the boys were eating there.
we were sitting behind.
& one time,
the other boys & us were sitting at a table near the window.
oh man,
i just can't forget the times we had.

did homework.
my undone tution homework.
didn't really have mood.
then played music full blast.
both of our phone were playing the same music at the same time.
it was really loud.
then bought mcflurry.
for the first time in my life,
i'm eating it.
it's nice.
i want to have it every week.
i don't care.

then shifted table again.
to a really really small corner.
it felt like home.
& we had fun there.
i was the photography & maria was the model.
took lots of photo.
& maria is so professional in modelling.
& i'm so professional at photograhing?
NOT!
but maria is really good.
love you babe.

then cross the road & went over to the HDB flat.
it was really nice.
took more photos.
it's nice.
but too over expose.
hope we don't get dengue. x[.
then maria went home.
i went to burger king to meet my mum & brother.

then went to the library.
did my tution homework.
my brother spent his time reading & finding books.
then we left.
i saw the stupid indian guy who was hitting on me that day.
EW.
i accidentally stared at me & i stared back.
he gave me a shocked look.
oh great,
i'm so lucky.
then i kept sticking to my mum in case he comes & talk to me again.
scary.
then went for tution.

tution was okay.
teacher was late.
but nevermine.
i think she is in poly?
should be.
went through mean,
mode & median.
& also algebra. :D.

after tution,
went for dinner opposite temasek junoir college.
yummy.
& full.
i need to lose weight okay.

(click to enlarge)

ferrari brand ice cream.

over exposed!

totally love this shot.

i like this.
but it's too bright.

love this,
if my hair was nicer.

my hair sucks.

i hate my fucking hair.

now you know why i am the photographer,
& why maria is the model.

2007-07-05T17:42:00.000+08:00

from us,
to our guys.

it's over!

our friendship with the boys is over.
i'm so sorry but ... yeah.
you guys move on with your relationships.
& we're so not jealous with you guys.
you guys obviously have to move on someday.
& so do we.
but i guess,
you guys are first.
congrats.

let's put a full stop to our friendship.
but remember,
we will always be here if you need us.
we will lend you guys a listening ear if you guys need it.

we love you guys.
& we will miss you.

take care.
& good luck.

2007-07-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHEA! (:

MONDAY.

2007-07-03T19:19:00.000+08:00

ROAR!
justin is sick.
he showed me his plucked out teeth early in the morning.
then i went to sit in front of maria.
don't know what benson & zhenbang complaining about me,
or something.
everyone is so hyper.
except maria.
her - cut hair.
so ugly?
then recess sit near benson gang table there.
so funny.
kept laughing like mad because of basyir?
his face funny.
& his size.
& we totally didn't realise maria's - was beside us.
how careless.
because i think we couldn't identify mine too.

literature was so fun today.
listened to songs. :D.
oh,
benson & zhenbang drank green tea.
so as we were about to leave,
zhenbang told me,
"now we got no sperms for you to suck."
something like that.
then benson said,
"later all stuck to your braces."
okay,
they are hyper,
obviously.

after school,
saw maria -.
wanted to follow but,
i don't want to go because the person she saboed me to in front.
obviously i don't like the person she saboed me to.
& i wanted to wait for my -.
but he haven't come out. x[.
then leroy came so we walked with him. :D.
he's so kind.
he lend us umbrella,
& he took my f1 magazine home although i just asked him to keep for fun.
but i forgot that it was with him.
only when he took the mrt away then i realise it was with him. -.-.
& i was screaming all the way from school to the mrt station. -.-.

then went to the library with maria.
took photos because i want to edit them. :D.
then borrowed books,
of course.

came home at about 3.30pm.
ate lunch & washed up.
then edit photos for us & maria until now,
which is 7.34pm.
oh god,
i didn't study at all.
i seriously got to start.
& i will.
tomorrow,
i hope.

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A VIDEOFUL DAY.

2007-07-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

spent today watching khalil fong videos in singapore,
& collecting his photo.
& also kimi photo. :D.

khalil fong performance in singapore is fantastic. :D.
he's so not nerd.
he's so cool.
white shirt & tie.
& hands in the pocket make him so cool.
& he is very cute.
one of the video of him throwing poster is damn cute.
& his autograph session is fantastic.
he wore sunglasses which makes him more cute than ever. :D.
i wished he was my boyfriend. -.-.
& he updated his blog about singapore.
won't be telling the link.
bitches keep out.

&& i think i'm falling in love with JOHNNY WEE.
malaysian superstar. :D.
watched his video & totally melted. :D.
because he sang khalil fong song.

khalil fong LIVE - su li zhen at hereen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWk1rMWmoHg
khalil fong LIVE - su li zhen at temasek poly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PuH9CqCWcZg

khalil fong LIVE - ai ai ai at hereen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4mTi_cPLbo
khalil fong LIVE - ai ai ai at temasek poly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZVNIL9wMh8

khalil fong LIVE - ge shou yu mo te er at hereen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcPC7txso0Q
khalil fong LIVE - ge shou yu mo te er at temasek poly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNYL0RWDsqo

khalil fong LIVE - shou tuo shou at temasek poly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7sJw7TNrT0I

khalil fong LIVE - lately at temasek poly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qyct1eQh2k

khalil fong LIVE - bloopers & chun feng chui
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exjtfHexQJY

johnny wee- chun fong chui
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSw6ImHjxUE

bang bang tang - jing wu men
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMBbwcaa9-A

VICTORY FOR KIMI!

2007-07-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

VICTORY FOR KIMI!

FIRST FOR KIMI!

FERRARI FOREVER!

COULDN'T STOP JUMPING WHEN KIMI GOT FIRST IN THE FRENCH GRAND PRIX.

LOVE HIM.

& I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM SMILE SO MUCH.

ONLY CHAMPIONS HAVE WIN HERE.

I LOVE YOU KIMI!

:D.

:D.

VICTORY FOR KIMI AS HE CROSSES THE LINE!

YES,
HOLD THE TROPHY WITH PRIDE.

I LOVE YOU.

:D.

SHUAI!
I LOVE YOU!

:D.

WOOTS.

:D.

HELLO.

:D.

MASSA EXTRA CAN.

MASSA, FERRARI ENGINEER, KIMI & HAMILTON.

:D.

THUMBS UP MAN.

:D.

FERRARI CELEBRATING.
I LOVE THIS PHOTO.
IT'S FANTASTIC.

KIMI SMILING.

SMILING AGAIN.

SMILING AGAIN!

& AGAIN.
& MASSA TOUCHING HIS DICK?

I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM SMILE SO MUCH.

AHH!
I'M MELTING.

:D.
I WOULD LIKE TO BE ONE OF THEM.

CHAMPION!

MASSA, FERRARI ENGINEER, KIMI & HAMILTON.

KIMI!

VERY HAPPY WITH HIM.

NEVER SEEN HIM SMILE OR TALK SO MUCH.

& HIS TALKING WAS SO CLEAR.

NOT LIKE A ROBOT.

HE USUALLY SPEAKES LIKE A ROBOT & YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND.

BUT YESTERDAY,

HE SPOKE SO MUCH & IT WAS SO CLEAR.

I LOVE YOU,

KIMI RAIKKONEN!

2007-07-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

I MISS HIM & HIM!

MY - & IKEA BOY. :DDDD.

I MISS THEM SO MUCH.

KHALIL FONG FAULT.

HIS SONG MAKES ME MISS THEM. X[.

:DDDD.

2007-07-01T14:13:00.000+08:00

toast & cheese.

& tabasco sauce. :D.

chocolate ice cream & nata de coco.

chocolate ice cream on bread.

nata de coco. :DDDDDD.

all mine.

THANKYOU!

bryan sent me all of khalil fong songs from his album.

thankyou so much.

:DDDD.

suppose to be going out today.
but i got all irritated.
suppose to go orchard road to do shopping.
i should get all the shirts & pants i want.
but i just didn't feel like going.
& i think it's kinda waste money.
so my dad, mum & brother are out now meeting my uncle & grandma.
very bored at home. x[.
shall do homework then.
i'm a good girl. -.-.

I LOVE NATA DE COCO!

I LOVE YOU!

2007-07-01T11:55:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU!